Got new socks..

Yup, I got 3 new pairs of socks at Target yesterday. Two of them are fuzzy and blue and green. The other pair is brown, but it's openworked so you can see the blue ribbing. The tops have blue velvet bows. *sigh* The fuzzy socks are soo soft. I'm wearing them as I type.
And guess what! I took the chance to check out Rodarthe. It has this white dress with tiny red flowers all over it. Its so cute I want to plan a party just so I can wear it. :)
Honestly, I'd use any excuse to throw a party at this point. Maybe I can have an after midterm party..Oooh! That's a good idea! I'll have to check with my mom, but she'll probably say yes.
I'll have to buy invites, make a music list... It's going to be so much fun!
You can see that I love planning for parties. It's just so exciting!
This is why I love blogging. I get the best ideas while I write. Well I'm going to go compile a playlist. Bye!
Love,
VIkki

Happy Birthday mom!

There are good and bad things to write about today. On the good side, my friend got asked out and I realized that I'm over my crush. On the bad side, I almost forgot my moms b-day and did you hear what happened at palm springs middle school? It's disgusting. What a sicko. Like my sister says, he's one sick puppy. I don't care if there was consent from the girl. He knows better than to go and have intercourse with a minor. If they really cared about each other they would've waited.
More importantly, I almost forgot my beloved mother's birthday! I feel a mix of emotions. I feel sadness, shame, and... well I guess the only word for it is that I feel sorry. I can't believe myself! I have the nerve to forget the woman who raised me. And what makes it worse is that if I go die in a hole like I feel like doing, she'll miss me. I don't deserve her.
To my mom, I love you! I'm sorry, so sorry. I love you, love you, love you!
Love,
Vikki

Back-to-school time. Yay.

School can be great, but seriously.There is waay to much of it. If you're under 18 you're entire life is centered around school. It never really ends, you just take breaks from it. But since most people my age are focused on the miniscule aspects of their life they never take time to see the big picture. And that is that, newsflash, life is school, no matter how you slice it. You attend it, you schedule around it, you plan for it. Even if you don't care about it, you still have to go to it and get punished for getting bad grades. All in all, it's pretty daunting to see how much of our lives are entwined with school.
And speaking of that house of horrors, winter break ended and we're back in school. Yippee. It was freezing today, which was wonderful, but that also meant wearing a bulky coat, gloves and long socks, giving it the feel of being packed away. All morning I was saying hi to my friends. After that ,however, things got quiet. Well, I got quiet. I don't know whats wrong with me. If I'm only with a friend or texting (or blogging), I have a lot to say, but when I'm in a crowd I'm dull and quiet. I have to give dibs to one of my best guy friends who's always talking to me even when there are more interesting people around, always trying to lure me out of my quiet shell. A lot of thanks to him, for making my day a bit less terrible. :)
If anyone has advice for me, I'd be glad to hear it. Please comment.
Love,
Vikki

In response to a comment, yes I am. Get over it.

Happy B-day friend I will not name!

Yay! Its her birthday and I'm so happy! She has one of the best and worst birthdays ever. Its on New years eve, which is really cool, except that if she had her party on her birthday no one would be able to show up. This time however, she's having the party this Saturday. Yay!
I've been pondering the gift I want to give her. You may want to know what those things are, but since she reads this blog, my lips are sealed.
By the way, if you've been to target lately you've probably seen that they have a new brand. It's called Rodarthe, which I've never heard of before but the word sounds all cool and designer-y. I checked it out online and the clothes are pretty amazing, too. They have some lace tights I am dying to have. (lol, I sound plastic don't I? I just can't seem to help it..) I really hope the tights come in a size small enough to fit my chicken legs. Seriously, I am tiny. No joke. People have asked me if I'm anorexic before (I am not). Which seems like a ridiculous question after they've seen me eat (what can I say? When I gotta eat, I eat). Speaking of eating, I made a 'magic cookie bar' today, and the smell of chocolate is beckoning me. Once again, Happy Bday friend I will not name!
Love,
Vikki <3

Yessss!!! Score!!

OMG! Agh! I got my dream dress yesterday and then i slept for about 14 hours! ( I hadn't slept the day before and I was about to faint when we found THE dress at jcpenney. *contented sigh*)
Anyway, today has been rather dull after that. I've spent it watching TV and planning (well, more like day dreaming about) my prom outfit. Just so you know, my school has this "prom" every year for the 8th graders (except last year but that was because of the economy) so my friends and I have been going berserk over winter break.
I know I sound completely shallow, but most of the thoughts going through my mind this break were "What am I going to wear? If I wear heels will my feet end up being totally incapacitated for weeks after?...". And everytime i get a 'prom thought' (as I've named them) I mentally kick myself and try to convince myself that it's no big deal, it's just the 8th grade prom and I have more important things to think about. Then I decide not to lie to myself and keep thinking about the prom.
You could say I'm ahead of the curve, I mean it's in May and it's January, but I like to be prepared ahead of time. So, (being the complete geek that I am), I spent some time researching. I looked up prom hairstyles, prom makeup, prom looks on Google. (By the way, there are a lot of websites devoted to all things prom. Seriously.) I can now say i'm educated in the science of 'prom', yet I can't decide on some the most..sdgaksd

Vikki's older sister here. What she doesn't seem to realize is that finding the "perfect" anything for prom, be it the 8th grade one or the one that "counts" senior year, is probably one of the hardest things. Some things are best left for last minute because sometimes winging it and looking natural are the best things you can do for makeup and hair. Oh no it's not formal enough for prom! Who says? Just be yourself and it'll come together.

Well that was rude! And slightly inspirational. Okay, so she has a point. Being natural is best, but some planning is necessary. And as I was saying before the interruption was that i can't decide on makeup. Should I go sweet little fairy or dark and sultry? Should I choose lips or eyes? (You can't do both apparently.) A little help here? Please comment!
Love,
Vikki <3